Sigh

I'm overwhelmed by being in a new place. It feels like a vacation.
I'm just exhausted. I'm just bored. I went for a run today....who am
I, and who am I going to be in this new place?

I feel very lost and alone as well.

I feel like I cliff-jumped, and I'm about halfway down to the water,
and all of a sudden this sounds like a terrible idea.

Sigh.